Thursday, February 26, 2009

Love always tickles :S

The biggest difference between people is not rich and poor, short or tall...
and I am talking the biggest difference...is people who have got pleasure in love and people who haven't.

They are the only two kinds existing.

Love is an absolute bliss.


A lady of forty-seven who had been married twenty-seven years and has six children knows what love really is and once described it for me like this: “Love is what you've been through with somebody”

--James Thurber

It kinda means that love isn’t that “perfection” that we feel it has when we start off in a relationship…

It needs to withstand the erosion by time and yet exist, in a fulfilling manner…

…you’ve been through… is a phrase that describes the struggles that they’ve undergone to sustain it and those are perhaps the only things that count after such a long time…not the rose that you gifted her on your first anniversary.

People might oppose above words, but most of them would say BINGO.

My say, "Both".


Love is exceptionally blissful and its not tough, to find perfect love.

Sometimes I am dead sure no one on this planet or above can explain how it feels to be in love, except, it feels good, amazing, joyous, content...etc etc etc.

and sometimes I am sure even silence can complete the definition. Incredible and weird go hand in hand with love, and that's what makes it the most amazing possession.

I have seen people go crazy in love, waiting for hours at bus stop just to get a glimpse. And you know that 3 second glimpse will and does make you forget the 3 hours crowded bus journey. I have done that so many times. I have waited to hours to get a glimpse and its purely magical when you get the reward.

Love always tickles for unknown reason. and you kinda like it, can't help bypassing it with a smile.

There's something I can say in Punjabi for dear love's nature....

"Haaye moya, fer chher gaya" * blushes *

Exactly what happens. Love always tickles.

Out of so many things I have done and seen in life that I am proud of and also thank God to be living in the era when I get to see them whether it was the Y2K bug or the tele-serial "Chanakya", whether it was the Cheetah with naked eyes, or the killer whale, whether it was dipping 90 degrees at 170 km/h on world record holder roller coaster or the 130 km/h bike drive.

Nothing compares to falling in love. If you are in love, " touché "

Its easy to make people fall in love with you, its an art but really easy. There are ways to learn it, both print and sound.

What they don't teach you is to stay there forever, coz a person when falls in love wants to be there for ever. Its easy to make a person fall in love with you, it's impossible to keep it forever.

I hate people who choose anything above pure love and more who do it on choice. Females who choose love over a better husbands are intolerable. Men who choose family over love are disgusting.

I fall in love everyday thinking about her and I know no matter what happens, 50 years from here I would still be falling in love thinking about her.

Lucky......Yeah.....Bloody lucky.

Lucky to find pure love on this planet and this life.......

At the end of the day, all anyone ( yes....anyone ) wants, is to hold hands, walk the talk, or walk in silence and feel the most amazing.

You know its love when her gentle touch on your back, feel like hot knife on butter. You feel the warmth through your skin and something deep touches you. You know its love when the mere thought of his strong arms embrace have you goosebumps. You know its love when you can't help looking at her....without blinking.

You know its love...... exactly when it is.


Pure Bliss.............Aha ! ....Pure love.


Wednesday, February 04, 2009

First Kiss :*

I can’t describe what it felt like, a jolt, a shiver, ecstasy. Don’t know what the word was, but it definitely felt like that first kiss.

The mind stops working, all you can hear is your own heartbeat getting slower and quicker now and then.

Eyes shut and brain signals to continue. Body begins to crumble under pure bliss.

All this and much more beautiful things happened on my first kiss.


It was the first time I felt her lips. Though I confess it wasn’t done the most romantic way, but my first kiss will still be my best. I was too naïve to understand how it would feel, nor did I do it to know. I kissed her because I felt I should. She looked so beautiful and I had no idea what to say which means “You are so beautiful”. It was computer class and we were all sitting doing some practicals in the lab.


I shared my computer with her. ‘He’ had it all planned. We did not use to have proper chairs in computer lab, they were more of stools. This made us sit closer. She used to do the work, where as I was always lost looking at her. I don’t remember what I used to think that time, may be I didn’t at all. But I remember that day, I was clearly vulnerable. It probably got accumulated from so many days. I want to show by some means or say that I am completely crazy about you but I didn’t know how and what to say.


One of the similar days when we used to sit and do some programs on one computer. She looked too irresistible. I don’t know what happened in the lab, but I remember looking at her. We used to take off shoes while entering the lab. I don’t remember what made us, but we left the lab and headed for the class room. Smriti was a little ahead of me. The classroom was good 20 meters from computer lab. I was completely mad by the time she started walking towards the class.


My mind was shouting to call her, tell her I love her and that is so beautiful that I want to be with her always, but no word came out. I kept following, just when the class was about 2 meters away.


I lunged forward, put my both hands on her shoulder and with a jerk, turn her around. She now faced me, I don’t know how my face looked like, but it must have been intense and motionless. I looked at her for a second, I never took my hands off her shoulder.


I leaned forward and looked in her eyes. She kept looking at me dead straight. She was standing there speechless….motionless. I was completely blank.

I was standing with a girl alone, too close to her face in a corridor that was visible from area only senior students and teachers move. It was next to a medical room where a nurse is always present; it was very near to canteen where anyone could walk in or out. It was too close to the Principal room too.


I was completely blank, I just kept looking in her eyes which never blinked. The next moment I felt something soft on my lips. ………………………………


I might have touched her only for a third of second. She immediately turned around and started walking blindly, just about to hit a wall. I was about to shout but I couldn’t. I was too drained. No energy left, no senses left. I couldn’t feel anything, absolutely anything. She went inside the class and after a while I realized I am still standing in the corridor. I walked inside the classroom to see she went and sat with few of the friends already in the class. I sat right opposite to her, still looking at her.


I didn’t realize what I’d done just now. I don’t remember talking to her at all for next 30 minutes probably.

I didn’t know what to say, I was still too drained out. I don’t know if anyone can understand, but a micro second kiss could drain the entire energy from a body is what really happened.

We probably said bye to each other that day and talked about it over the phone, after that day things changed slowly and we started to come closer more than we ever were.


I can’t describe what it felt like, a jolt, a shiver, ecstasy. Don’t know what the word was, but it definitely felt like that first kiss.

4th August 1998, my first kiss … only thing in my life I do not remember with a third eye …..but my eyes.

I can’t describe what it felt like…………… but I feel it everyday.